-          Can you guys get a room?

-          Oh hi Lou I said and pushed Harry away from me.

-          So are you guys going to the studio to day as well?

-          Yeah we will be there all day I think Paul said until 9 a clock or something, do you want to come anyway?

-          No I think I just goanna stay home today and chill.

When the boys had left I got in to bed and watch a bunch of films the hole day. When the boys came home they were all really tiered so me and Harry went strait to bed.

  I woke up in the middle of the night again because I heard something down stairs. I went down to see what it was. When I came down the stairs I saw Louis trying to get to the sofa and on his way he had broken two lamps which now was on the floor in hundreds of pieces. I went down to help him.

-                   Hi Lou, are you okay?

-                   Hi Ally, yes I am excellent!!!

-                   Shhh don’t speak so loud you are going to wake up every one.

-                   Shhh, okay….

He fell to the floor and I couldn’t help laughing.

-                   Let me help you to bed.

I took him to his bed and took off his shirt and laid him down in his bed.

-                   Are you sure you are okay, you know you can tell me anything we are friends right?

-                   Yeah I know but you are just going to tell Harry and I don’t want anybody to know.

-                   No I won’t I promise you can tell me.

-                   Well you know Hannah right?

-                   Yeah she is your girlfriend right?

-                   Well ex now I guess….

-                   What scenes when?

-                   Scenes about 2 weeks.

-                   What why haven’t you told anyone?

-                   I don’t know I don’t want everyone to be weird around me and feel sorry for me I’m fine.

-                   Maybe not totally fine scenes you keep on drinking. You should tell them they are your friends they will be there for you and it is okay to be sad, I mean you were together for two years.

-                   Yeah I know I am going to tell them tomorrow.

-                   Yeah I think you should.

-                   But Allison thank you for being such a good friend.

-                   No problems you would have done the same for me but I think you should sleep know, good night.

-                   Goodnight Allison.

I felt really sad for Louis I know how much he liked Hannah and now I know why he have come home drunk the few past days. But I am really glad he trusted me and told me. I got back up to Harry how was still sleeping. I got back in to bed and before I fell asleep I thought about I Louis really would tell them tomorrow or if he just said that. I really hope he dos because I don’t like keeping secrets from Harry and I think he should know so he could help Louis get through this.

I took a bite from my orange and kissed Harry, Niall came into the kitchen and took a bread and started eating it while he walked into the livingroom.

-I’m sorry about yesterday. Niall said with his mouth full of bread

-It’s okay, it’s us who should apologize. I said and pointed at harry and me

-Whatever, studio today lads!

Niall scratched his butt and sat down in a chair and watched Liam and Zayn, Harry had his arm wrapped around me and he smiled.

-Yeah! And Liam, you might meet that girl again..

-What girl? I said and laughed

-Harry, shut up. Liam said and gave him a serious look, Harry looked at me and smiled.

-A fangirl, she kissed him and he didn’t stop it.. Niall said and laughed

-What was I supposed to do?! Push her away? That would break her heart and I hate girls crying..

- She kissed you? On the mouth? I said and laughed even more

- yeah.. Liam said and now they had stop playing, Louis sat down next to me and Zayn went to his room to get ready.

-It’ll be awkward if she is, haha..  Harry looked down on his phone and grinned

-Just forget about it , I’m not gonna date a fan, that’s madness.. Liam said and just after he said it he realized what he said and he looked at me .

-I didn’t mean it that way.. you know..

-It’s okay. I said and leaned my head against  Harrys chest

-I would date a fan, I hate models, it’s creepy when a girl is like too sexy. Niall said

- I got the sexiest. Harry said and smiled against me

A hard knock on the door, Harry putted his jacket on and took my hand.

-Wait.. are we gonna go now? I don’t have any makeup on and I’m looking..

-Absolutely stunning, let’s go.

Harry winked at me and pulled me out of the apartment, Paul was standing outside and everyone got into the taxi.

-So.. is there gonna be many fans? I said and I remembered I never had been with them in front of fans, just at the airport.

-Probably, Sean said about 300 this morning.  He’s the studio owner.

Zayn explained and I really hoped they wouldn’t have something against me, wouldn’t be so fun to get 300 fangirls jumping on you.

The taxi pulled in and it was litteraly fans everywhere, pushing against the car and behind it.  Paul and the other guards got out of the car and made the fans back off a little.

We stepped out of the car and they grabbed each other so the fans should be able to take photos of them, I let go of harrys hand and stepped away a little, I didn’t want to be in the way if they wanted pictures on the boys.

Harry pulled me in again and looked at me.

-I’m not one of the band, they don’t wanna have pictures on me..

I whispered

-They can’t always get as they want..

Harry looked into my eyes and putted his arm around me, a fan pointed at me and whispered something to another girl

-Is she your girlfriend? She screamed and Harry started smiling

-Yes this is my beautiful girlfriend.

I started blushing a little and smiled at the ground , the girl seemed to take it pretty good and then she and all of the others started screaming:

-Kiss! Kiss! Kiss her!

Harry looked in my eyes and slowly leaned in to give me a passionate kiss, I got chills and squeezed his back softly and we could hear a “awwww” from the fans when our lips left each other.

Harry went to take some pictures with the fans and I just walked after Louis.

-Allison? I heard someone scream

I turned around and saw a blonde girl smiling at me,

-Can I take a picture with you, and Harry?

-Me? Why? I said a little bit shocked but she nodded so I grabbed Harry and pulled him in and the girl squeezed in between us and asked Paul to take the photo.

I smiled and looked at the camera, when the photo was taken she gave me a hug and smiled.

-Bye!

I waved and Harry and I walked into the studio, and the door closed behind us.

We sat down in a pair of couches and talked while Niall was recording something in the studio.

-Where’s Liam? I said when I noticed he wasn’t there

-He’s still out there. Louis pointed at the door

Soon the door opened and Liam came in, with a girl behind him. They were holding hands and Louis started to laugh when he saw her.

-The crazy kiss-girl! Louis said

She nodded and Liam smiled, she was really pretty .

-I’m Allison. I said and smiled

-My girlfriend. Harry said with a serious look

- Nice to meet you, I’m Emmy.

-where are you from?  Zayn said

-Sweden.

-Really? I’m too! I said and smiled

-Jaså är du det. She said and laughed

-Ja jag är hel svenne faktiskt jag flyttade hit bara för ett halvår sen! Harry looked at me and tried to understand what we were talking about, but he soon gave up.

-Speak English, please Allison. Don’t want you to tell her any awkward things about me in Swedish.

I laughed and smiled, she seemed very sweet.

We came home around 01.00 am and Harry headed right to bed, I just took a glass of water before. When I was going to leave the kitchen I heard liam saying something from his room, what was he doing up?

I sneaked to the door and peeked into his room, he was standing holding that Emmy. He slowly leaned in to kiss her and she started blushing, I smiled to myself, it reminded me of mine and Harrys first met.

I sneaked back to our bedroom and Harry was lying in the bed with his phone in his hands, waiting for me. He putted his phone away when he saw me and I laid down beside him.

-I’m not the only lucky girl here anymore.

-what do you mea.. Liam and Emmy? He smiled

I nodded and kissed his underlip playfully, he kissed me back and let his hand slide in under my t-shirt, he stroked my back with his cold hands and I kissed him again.

I looked at the clock, 03.00 am.

-We have to go to bed, we’re going up 08.00 tomorrow.

-You joy killer! Harry said and smiled, he rolled over so he laid on top of me and kissed me softly. I pushed him away lightly and gave him a short kiss.

-Night.

I turned around so I had my back against him, he slowly moved closer to me so and putted his arm around me, I closed my eyes and fell asleep to him kissing my neck softly.

I woke up next morning really hungry, I went out in the kitchen just in my panties and short top and started making breakfast. Suddenly someone held me from behind, I turned my head around and Harry met me with a warm kiss.

I threw some egg at him from the saucepan and he looked at me with a fake angry face.

-You’re so dead.

He wrestled me down on the floor and started tickling me, I started laughing so much I coulnd’t breathe , he slowly kissed me and Louis just sighed when he entered the kitchen and saw us.

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Harry just looked so upset, I couldn’t resist wondering what happened.

-Harry? I said carefully

-Yeah? He said and gave a sob

-Can I ask you what happened? I whispered and we leaved our hug position and he leaned back against the bench. I moved closer to him so our legs touched and I took his hand in mine, I smiled a faded smile and looked at him.

-You can tell me.

-I know babe.

He squeezed my hand softly and wiped away his tears from his face with his hands. He started telling me about everything, I nodded all the time and listened.

-But she do know that we should wait with the whole wedding thing does she?

-No, I didn’t got time to she just started to yell at me.

He looked at the ground and sighed.

-We have to tell her sometime.

-I know, but can we please talk about something else right now, I wanna do something fun.

-Ok what do you wanna do?

-You know what I wanna do.

Harry said and laughed

-Let’s go home then.

Harry brightened up a bit and we took a taxi back to the apartment.

I turned around and kissed him.

-          So what do you think?

-          You look beautiful.

-          Yeah but it cost too much I’ll haft to get it another time.

I but on my clothes again and I gave the dress to Harry so he could put it back and then I went outside and waited for him. He came out with a bag in his hands, he gave it to me.

-          Here you go babe

I looked inside the bag and there was the dress. I gave him a kiss and said thank you. Harry got a text from Louis they were ready so we decided to meet up outside the cinema. Louis and Zain were already there. We decided to watch a horror movie, well they decided I don’t really like horror movies but I gave up when I realized I was never going to be able to convince them to see another movie. We bought some popcorn and some drinks and went in to see the movie. The movie was in 3D and really scary I squeezed Harrys hand the whole film. After the movie we went to a restaurant to eat something and then we went home.  When we came home Harry and I went to our room. He went to the bathroom and he phone started to ring. I looked at the phone and it was his mom.

-          Harry your mom is calling should I pick up?

-          No she has been calling all day I don’t want to talk to her.

-          But it might be important.

He came out of the shower.

-          Allison look she didn’t let you stay at our house and you are my girlfriend and soon my wife so you are like family and I really love you so I am really pissed at her so I don’t want to talk to her, okay?

-          Okay, and by the way I love you to, I said and smiled and gave him a kiss.

We went down stairs and watched tv, and then I heard my phone ringing upstairs so a ran up and got it. It was Harrys mom that was calling me. Why was she calling me? Should I pick up?

-          Hello it’s Allison

-          Hey it’s Annie how are you?

-          Fine….

-          I know you think it’s weird that I am calling but can’t you please tell Harry to pick up when I am calling it is his sisters birthday next week and I need to talk to him about presents and stuff.

-          Yeah sure I tell him but I can’t promise that he will call he is pretty mad at you.

-          I know but please try I don’t want Gemma to suffer just because he and I are in a fight.

-          Okay well I will tell him.

-          Tank you I know you are mad at me to but thank you anyway.

-          No problem bye.

I put back my phone In the bag and then Harry came up.

-          How was that?

-          Your mom.

-          What and you picked up. Why would you do that?

-          I don’t now but I am glad I did she wants you to call her to talk about your sisters birthday next week.

-          She is just using that as an excuse to talk to me about what a mistake I am doing by marrying me when I am so young.

-          I don’t think she is and anyway I think you should call her your sister shouldn’t suffer because you two are in a fight.

-          No I don’t want to talk to her.

-          Harry come on just call her and meet her and if she starts to talk about us then just walk away.

-          Fine

I gave him a kiss and then I went to get a shower and Harry went outside to call his mom. When I got out of the shower he was already in bed waiting for me. I laid down besides him and asked how the call went. He was going to meet her up for dinner tomorrow. I gave him a kiss goodnight and the I fell in to sleep.

But in the middle of the night we both woke up by a noise from the living room down stairs.

We went back inside, I gave him a long kiss and then I started to walk home. I can’t believe I am actually married, it’s just crazy. But I loved Harry so much and he is the one and only for me. When I came home I heard my dad in the kitchen, I went in to the kitchen to get something to drink.

-          Hey honey how are you?

-          Excellent and you dad?

-          I’m fine thank you.

When I put down my glas I heard my dad scream

-          What is that?

Oh no I had forgotten to take off the ring.

-          I got it from Harry.

-          Oh okay is it just like a present?

-           Actually no…… he proposed to me and I said yes.

-          You did what? I’m sorry but you are too young for that.

-          Dad I love him and I want to be with him for the rest of my life.

-          You are 17 you don’t know what you want.

-          Dad I said yes and there is nothing you can do to change that.

-          Well I tell you what, as long as you are engaged you will not live in this house.

-          Fine I don’t want to live here anyway.

I ran up to my room packed all my clothes and make up in to a bag and the I got on a bus. When I was outsides Harrys house I called him.

-          Hey babe, what are you doing?

-          I am outside I need to talk to you, are you alone?

-          Yeah my mom went shopping come in.

The door wasn’t looked so I went in, and I went up to Harrys room. He gave me a kiss and a hug and then I noticed my big suite case.

-          Going some were?

-          I hope not I was hoping a could live here with you.

-          Why what happened?

-          I forgot to take of my ring and my dad saw it so I told him and the he kicked me out.

-          I’m sorry of course you can stay here I’m sure my mum wont mined.

I love you I said and kissed him. When Harry’s mom got home he went down stairs to talk to her. He was gone for about 20 minutes and then I heard them starting to yell at each other. When Harry came up I asked what happened.

-          She freaked when I told her we were engaged, she said we were to young and blabla.

-          So I can’t stay?

-          I am not going to stay either. The boys and I we were supposed to move in to our new house next week in London. I think I can’t fix so we can move in tomorrow.

-          Really? That’s great.

We went to bed early that night because we were going to take a train to London early I the morning. But I couldn’t sleep. Why was everybody telling us that we were too young. You can never be to young to love someone. But I didn’t care about what everybody said I loved Harry and now we were going to live together.

I looked at him, did he just proposed to me? I think he did.

-After everything we’ve gone through , after getting stabbed in my stomach for you, I just realized something, that you’re the one I wanna live with my whole life. I don’t think it matter if I do it right now or in ten years cause I’m still gonna love you as much as I do now.

I smiled.

-I want to, but I’m just 17,and you’re 18.

-Is that a no?

-No, it’s a yes but the wedding and telling our parents can wait, we can be secretly engaged. So yes, Harry Edward Styles I’d love to marry you.

Harry leaned in to kiss me and put the ring on my finger, I smiled and looked into his beautiful eyes.

-I love you, more that anyone else. Harry said and stroked my cheek and gave me a long kiss.

I just had miss our perfect kisses, they were back now and I was feeling crazily in love again.

-Our babies, then, what should they be named? I said and giggled

-I like Bruno. Harry said and laughed, I hit him lightly in his side and laughed too.

-I want a big house by the water. I said and smiled

Harry smiled and pulled me in for a kiss.

-So what are todays plans, Mrs. Styles?

-Allison Styles, do that sound good? I said

-It sounds meant to be, just like us.

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I kissed Harrys lips again,I’ve missed them so much, I’ve missed whole him. He felt much better now, that was at least what he said, he was joking and flirting like he use to so everything is like it should be.

-I’ve planned a date, babe. Harry said and winked at me

-Oh, really? Where?

-Won’t tell ya, you’ll see.

He kissed my lips and started to get dressed, I already had my clothes on so I signed into twitter on his laptop. I looked at my mentions and it was full of tweets about what had happened with Harry, no one told the fans. I decided to write a answer:

“Everyone, Harry is okay now. He got stabbed in the stomach for a month ago of some crazy gang, I was with him, he fell.. I started crying and I clicked on tweet , Harry came up behind me and hugged me.

-What’s wrong babes?

-I was just thinking of.. I feel like it’s my fault!

-It’s not, it’s really not your fault baby. You couldn’t have done everything else, if you’d stopped you’d probably be dead by now, It’s not your fault. If there’s anyone to blame it’s that Jay.

Harry held me and I stopped crying.

-Let’s get this date going now. He took my hand and we went outside to the taxi that was standing there waiting for us.

The taxi pulled over outside a high building in the center of London , I looked at Harry with a confused face and he dragged me out of the car.

When we came inside I saw it was a hotel, aw had he rented a suite for us? I thought and we went into the elevator, he pushed button 30, the last floor?

We stepped out of the elevator and we were on a roof, you could see all over London from here and it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. It were pillows,blankets and candles on the floor and there also was a guitar – could this be even more romantic?

-Harry, this is fantastic! I said and kissed him

-Anything for you.

We sat down and I looked out over London, the sun was about to go down and it was just so beautiful, with all of the lights from windows and stores.

-So you’ve heard our single?

-No ! But I wanna hear it! I said and I had completely forgot about that

He grabbed his guitar and started playing, he looked up and made that cricked smile.

“You’re insecure, I don’t know what for. You’re turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or. Don’t need makeup, to cover up. Being the way that you are is enough, everyone else in the room can see it, everyone else but you.”

“Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way you flip your hair makes me overwhelmed.But when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell, you don’t know oh-oh. You don’t know you’re beautiful, if only you saw what I can see you’ll understand why I want you so desperately.”

He kept singing, I couldn’t stop myself smiling, he really was perfect, and we are perfect.

I kissed him, he stopped playing and slowly he put his hand on my neck and answered my kiss with one of those perfect kisses we haven’t had lately.

-You liked the song? You better do, cause it’s about you.

-Really?

-All about you. He said and put his arm around me, I kissed him and the butterflies in my stomach came back again.

We watched the sunset together and it was the best date we’ve had , it’ll be hard to beat that.

I leaned in to kiss him when his phone started to call.

-Yeah hello?

-Now?

-I’ll ask Allison, okay?

-Yes, okay bye sweetcheeks, I love you . He said a little frivolous.

I started laughing and kissed him again.

-The boys wanted to have a game-night at my place, is it okay with you?

-Yeah, that’ll be fun! I haven’t played games in ages!

-Let’s go then.

He said and took my hand, then we took a taxi back to Harry’s place, Everyone was already there, and there was like 20 different games on the living room table.

I sat down beside Zayn in the couch and Harry sat down in a chair beside me.

-hi , Zayn! I said and gave him a hug

-Hi!

-So…What game? Niall, pick one!

Niall looked at the different cartons, I took one in my hands, it said “guess the boobs”.

-What is this? I said and laughed

-That’s funny! Louis said for defence

Niall took the carton from my hands and smiled at the picture.

-This one! He said and showed everyone the “guess the boobs” game.

He opened it and put out the game plan and some cards.

-Pick a color! Zayn said and picked the red playing piece, I took the blue one and Niall looked at me with a angry face.

-I want the blue..

-You can start. Zayn said and smiled

Niall hit the dice and got a four, he went four steps on the plan and came to a  box where it said:

“Guess the boob”

He picked up a card with a picture with some topless girl, Niall looked at the picture.

-Easy, it’s Kelly Rowland, I can recognize her nipples! Niall said and laughed

He turned the card around to to look at the answer.

-I had right! He said proudly and gave the dice to Louis

Louis hit it and got a three , he picked a card and also he guess right.

-How many times have you been playing this, seriously? I said

-It’s fuuuuun Allison! Zany said and laughed

-Sure.

I got up and sat down in harry’s lap, and I closed my eyes.

-Yes, I won! Louis screamed

-Let’s play truth or dare. Niall said

-Suure, but no one is kissing Allison except me! Harry said

-I wanna start! Liam said and looked at me

-Truth or dare, Zayn!

-Dare.. it think.

-Okay.. ermm..  kiss Louis!

I started to laugh, they’re all so immature that it’s funny.

Zayn leaned over the table and gave Louis a quick kiss, then he started to blush and then he sat down in the couch. I laughed at them and Zayn looked at Liam, then he started to laugh.

-Truth or Dare Liam?

-Truth!

-Who of us boys is hottest?

-Erm.. I can’t answer that. Liam said and sighed

-You have to! Niall said

-Okay, then you Zayn.

-Oh vashappening I’m hot! Zayn said and laughed

They continued like that the whole night and I fell asleep sitting in Harrys lap and leaning my head to his chest, I was right, now everything is like it should be.

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Run!! I said, we started to run and so did them.

-          How are this peoples?

-          They are Jay friends, so keep running!

Harry took up his phone and called the police they said they were on their way. But when Harry put his phone down in his pocket he tripped and fell to the ground.

-          Harry come on get up!

-          Go run and don’t stop!

I didn’t want to leave him but I did as he said some of the guys followed me and some stopped at Harry. I ran and ran, and I was so revealed when I heard the police siren. All the guys got scared and split up. I run to the coop and fell to the ground because I was so exhausted.  I tried to tell him about Harry but he said they had already send him to the hospital.

-          What hospital is he hurt?

-          Yes he got some really hard punches in the face, but luckily we got there in time but before they run away they stuck a knife in his stomach so he may have a injure bleeding.

-          Can you take me there know?

-          Yes of course get in the car.

I got in the car and I was in shock I called Louis and told him what had happened and he said he would call the other lads and then he would come to the hospital.

When I got to the hospital I asked for Harry but they told me he was in surgery. I started to cry. I sat down on the floor and just cried and cried. After about ten minutes Louis and the other came to the hospital.

-          How is he? Is he going to be okay?

-          I don’t know they have just told me that he is in surgery.

-          What happened?

-          We got back to the house and then this gang came, they were Jay’s friends. I don’t know if the police caught anybody they all ran away when they heard the police.

-          But are you okay?

-          I’m fine I just want to see Harry.

After waiting a few hours the doctor came out and said that he had a really bad injury but he is going to be okay and that we just haft to wait until he wakes up. When I went in to the room I started to cry, I felt so bad for running away. He was laying there in a deep sleep. I told his mom that she could go home for the night because I wanted to stay here with him like he did with me when I was at the hospital. I lied down beside him and slept there all night. I woke up the next morning by someone whispering my name.

-          Harry are you awake?

-          Hey babe.

-          How are you feeling?

-          Terrible my stomach hurts.

-          I am so sorry I never should have left you can you forgive me?

-          Of course, I told you to run. It was better that they got me than you.

-          Well the good news is they got almost all of them.

-          That’s good.  Come here give me a kiss.

I gave him a long kiss and then I went to tell the nurse that he was awake. He had to stay at the hospital for a week and me and all the other lads went to see him every day.

The day he got home we watch movies at his house. He was still in a lot of pain, I could tell even though he wouldn’t admit it. The next few days we didn’t do anything we just watched movies. But when it had gone a week he had to go away for a week because they were going to do some interviews and promote the single.  But my dad was going away on a business trip and I didn’t want to be alone so I decided to fly home to Sweden to visit my mom. On the day they left I went to say good bye he hugged me for a long time and told me he loved me, I gave him a kiss and told him I loved him too. That afternoon my dad dropped me off at the airport. I was sleeping the whole way. When I saw my mom I got really happy cause I had missed her so much and I hadn’t talked to her so much sense Harry got injured. It was nice to be back in Sweden. I meet up with some couples friends and I told them everything about London and we did go to the cinemas and a bunch of parties. I had a really good time right now.

I woke up the next morning and Harry was holding his arms around me, I just feel so secure in his arms. I kissed his perfect face and he woke up, he smiled and kissed me back.

We laid in the bed for a while just talking, but even though I felt secure there I’d never go out by myself again, that Jay will definitely hurt me, and Harry.

-Can you stay here for a couple of days, I don’t wanna be alone.

-Of course honey, we have a week off this week .

-I love you, you know that?

-I love you more baby.

He kissed my under lip and smiled. He went up from the bed and I remembered that he was naked, I went up to and gave him a hug. I kissed him and we started to make out, he pushed my down on my bed and pulled off my shorts. I kissed him and took off my t-shirt, then my bra.

He laid on top of me and gave me a kiss, then we had sex.

I kissed him and then I started to get dressed and I went down to make some breakfast, suddenly I heard a hard knock on the door. I froze and quietly I went up the stairs, I looked down from my window and saw Jay standing there with a baseball bat and a knife in his hands.

-Harry! I whispered

Harry came to the window and looked, he said shit quietly and pointed at the window.

-Let’s take the window way and we run through the park to Louis?

-I’m scared, Harry, he have a knife.

We heard a boom and I guessed that he had kicked in the door, Harry gave me his phone and we climbed  out of the window. Harry whispred 1,2,3 and then we ran so fast we could through the park and jumped into a taxi and screamed at him.

-GO, DAMMIT GO !

The driver pulled out and as I could see Jay did’nt see us. Harry said Louis address and then he held me, I shaked so much and I started crying.

I typed the police number on my phone but I cried so much I couldn’t talk so Harry took the phone and talked to them.

-They’ll take him, it’ll be okay. He whispered and kissed my head

The driver dropped us off and we ran into Louis house, his mum gave us a weird look when we locked the door after us.

-Where is Louis? Harry

-Upstairs, is everything okay?

-If anyone knocks on the door, run! Okay? He said and she looked at him with a confused face

-erm.. okay.

We went upstairs and Louis was sitting in his room,.

-Hey guys! What are you doing here?

-You have to listen..

-What’ve happened?

-A crazy guy that’s trying to kill us, he was outside her house .

-Oh shit, stay here then. Have you called the police?

-Yeah, hope they kill that guy, he’s crazy.

I sat down on the bed and Louis gave me a light hug.

-Let’s do something funny, watch a movie?

I nodded and Harry hold my hand.

He took up “Wild Child” and showed it to me.

-I love that movie! I said and laughed

-All girls do, trust me. He said and put it in the dvd player.

I laid down between Louis and Harry in the bed and we started to watch the movie, it actually made me forget that a crazy guy is out there trying to find me and kill me.

Harrys phone started to call and he answered.

-Hello.

-Did you?

-Oh, that feels so great, you gonna let him out?

-For how long?

-Okay, thank you so much, call if it is something.

I looked at Harry with a courios face.

-He was already in the register for murder, raping, robber and some drug things, so he’ll get jail in four years.

-I’m relieved, thank you harry.

I kissed his cheek and when we had watched the movie we  said bye to Louis and we started walking home, I stepped over the door which was lying destroyed on the floor. I looked around, everyting was lying on the floor, broken. The tv was burning and I started to cry, my home was destroyed.

Harry took water and poured it over the tv and looked around, the furniture was broken and it was broken glass and everything looked like a mess.

We went upstairs and I started crying even more,the mirror in the bathroom was almost broken and he had written “WHORE” on it, the shower was all broken to. I didn’t want to go into my room, but I had to. My bed were lying upside down and it said whore all over my walls. It were glass all over the floor and there was a note on my bed. I picked it up and read it:

“This is not over, I’m coming back for you”

I started crying even more and Harry held me.

-I’ll always be here for you, I’ll help you call your dad.

He took up his phone and put his arm around me, I took the phone and typed my dad’s number.

-Hello.

-Hi dad..I started crying

-What’s wrong honey?

-This guy was trying to kill me and Harry, he’ve destroyed our whole house.

-It doesn’t matter, are you okay?

-Yes, Harry was here and we jumped out of the window.

-Tell him to stay with you til I’m coming home, I’m coming right away.

-I love you dad

-I love you too honey.

A tear fell down my cheek and Harry kissed me, then we went downstairs and sat down outside the house.

I saw  a gang coming against the house, wasn't that Jay's friends? They hade knifes in their hands, "this is not over" i thought of the note, of course. I looked at harry with a scared face.

Here's chapter 29, thank you if you comment!

I woke up the next day with a big black eye. I took some concealer over to hide it, and it lucky enough it worked. I put on my jeans shorts and a striped tank top, then I woke Harry up.

-          Good morning beautiful. I said and kissed him

-          Hi baby, you going to work?

-          Yeah, but don’t worry...

-          If he does something.. I’ll seriously kill him.

-          He won’t.

-          Just saying, call me if so.

He kissed me and told me that he didn’t want me to go, that Jay will hit me again. Actually I am kind of scared what he’ll do but I need money .I kissed him a last time and then I walked to Subway, no one was standing as cashier so I went in behind the desk, and into the toilet to change to the working uniform. I pulled up my shirt and put it down in my bag, I just got this strange feeling that someone were watching me from behind. I slowly watched over my shoulder and I could see Jay standing there with a grin on his face.

-Go away! I screamed and put my top back on again

He closed the door after him and I looked at him with a frightened face, what was he doing? He smiled and then he hit me in the head with his fist, everything became black and I felled down on the floor. After a while I slowly woke up and I slowly put my hand in my bag and texted “HELP” and sent it to Harry. Jay was lying on top of me and he kissed my lips, I spat in his face and tried to get loose.

-You little fucking whore! He said and hit me again, my cheek burned and I passed out .

I woke up of him kissing me and touching my boobs, I started to scream and he grinned at me.

-Let’s get down to business. He said with his creepy voice and I started crying.

He took off his pants and made a hickey on my neck, I tried to hit him, but he held my arms too hard.

Suddenly the door opened and Harry draggeg Jay out and put him up against the wall. Then he hit him so his hand got bloody, Harry left him laying on the ground and sat down beside me.

-Are you okay?

-He just kissed me and.. he was about to.. I started crying and Harry pulled me in for a hug, and then he stroked my cheek and kissed my lips.

Jay got up and ran away, Harry tried to run after but he was already gone. I took my bag and Harry walked me home.

-Harry?

-What babes?

-Can you stay here tonight, I’m scared he’ll come back.

-Anything just to keep you safe, he won’t touch you ever again, I’ll make sure of that.

He put his arm around me and we walked in, Dad was on a business trip and it felt kind of nice to not have to explain everything.  Harry went to the bathroom to wash away the blood from his hands, and I got ready for bed. He came in again all naked, I had get used to that by now, that he sleeps naked.

I kissed him goodnight and we fell asleep holding hands.

I tried to call Harry several times but he didn’t answer so I decided to go to bed and wait until he would call.

The next morning when I got up he still hadn’t called back, so I but on my uniform and took the bike to work. When I got there Jay had already opened the store.

-          Hey sorry I’m late.

-          It okay, it has only been one costumer so it’s cool.

It was a really busy day I only got a ten minutes break. But when we finally were about to close the shop I saw Harry coming down the street, and walked in to the shop.

-          Hey, I have been trying to reach several of times. Why haven’t you picked up?

-          I have been busy.

-          Busy?

-          Yes, we promoted our single at a radio station today it was the first time we played it.

-          Oh I didn’t know that. Why didn’t you tell me?

-          I don’t know you were too busy talking about Jay I guess.

-          Oh, come on Harry are you still mad at me because I’m going to go and play paintball with him and his friends?

-          So you are going?

-          Of course I am why wouldn’t I?

-          Because I don’t want you too, I had planned I date for us.

-          Well how was I supposed to know when you didn’t tell me?

-          Look never mind I didn’t come here to argue with you.

-          Then what?

-          I just wanted you to know that I don’t think you should hang out with him I have heard some really creepy stuff about him.

-          Have do you know when you don’t even know him.

-          No but Louis do he just to hang out with him and some other guys but then they ditch him because when his girlfriend broke up with him he got weird and creepy.

-          Well you don’t know that for sure and I think he is really nice and I can hang out with how ever I want.

-          Fine but don’t expect me to sit around waiting while you do.

-          Seriously? Are you going to be like this now?

-          You know what do what the fuck you want but don’t say I didn’t warn you.

And then he walked away. I didn’t understand how this could be such s huge fight. Harry is hanging out with his friends and girls I mean take Madison for example, he did a much worse thing I haven’t even done anything wrong. But I didn’t want to fight with him so maybe I shouldn’t hang out with Jay tonight. I told Jay that I didn’t feel so good and that I should just go home. We decided to do it another time.  When I got home I called Harry but he didn’t answer so I send him a text ‘’I didn’t go don’t want to be in a fight with you please call and I love you <3’’. I turn on the tv and one tree hill was one so I watched one episode and then I got a text back saying ‘’ I didn’t mean everything I said of course you should have friends but I have heard some creepy stuff about him and I am just trying to look after my girl and I love you more <3 <3’’. I smiled while reading the text and it was a relieved that we weren’t fighting anymore.  I got another text saying ‘’ come over to my house I’m alone ;) /Harry’’. I texted back ‘’I’ll be there in fifteen minutes’’.  I put on some jeans shorts and a T-shirt and put a toothbrush in bag in case I decided to sleepover. On the way to Harry’s I went pass a group of guys and when I had passed them I heard a voice I recognized,

-          I thought you were sick?

-          Jay? Hey, hmm … I was but I got I little bit better and I didn’t know if you still were out so…..

-          That’s a lame excuse. If you didn’t want to hang out you could just have said so.

-          No I did but…

-          But your boyfriend said no and you are his bitch and do whatever he tells you to?

-          NO!

He got closer to me and grabbed my arm really hard.

-          let go of me you’re hurting me. Let go your weirdo.

He slapped me in the face and screamed,

-          No one calls me weirdo, do you get that?

-          Okay, okay I’m sorry please let go of me it really hurts.

He let go of me and I ran away as quickly as I could. When I came to Harry’s house I couldn’t breath I fell down to the floor shaking. Harry came running down the stairs in asked me what had happened. He held me in his arms and I told him everything and the when the shock was over I started to cry.

-          I am going to kill that idiot!

-          No please don’t leave me here alone.

-          No of course not but tomorrow I’ll take care of him.

-          Can we just go to bed I just need you to hold me so I’ll stop shaking.

-          Sure come here.

He carried me up to his room where he laid me down on the bed and helped me change close. Then I took off his and laid down beside me in the bed. He kissed me and told me that he loved me and that I was safe here with him. After a few minutes I fell asleep on his worm chest were I could really feel safe.

After an amazing week in Bahamas it was time to fly home. No one wanted to go home it had been the best week in my life. When we got off the plain in England there were hundreds of fans waiting for them. They all went to say hi and sign some autographs and then Harry came back and took my hand and said that our car was waiting outside, so we said goodbye to the lads and went to our car. He gave me a kiss and asked

-          Have you have fun this week?

-          It’s have been amazing thank you so much for letting me come along.

-          Of course I wanted you to come with.

-          Now I just need to find a job so I can pay for the trip.

-          Babe you don’t haft to the trip was on me.

-          I now and I appreciate but if i want to come and see you and tour and stuff I need to have some money I don’t think my dad is going to pay for every trip.

-          Well I think it was a job at the subway store, maybe you should try there.

Harry helped me with my bag to the door and then he gave me a long kiss be for he left. When I came inside my dad gave me a huge hug and wanted to hear all about the trip, but I was so tired from the flight so I told him that I had to go to bed and that I would tell him all about it tomorrow. I went upstairs and fell asleep directly.

The next morning when I woke up I took a shower and got dressed and but some make up on and the I went to the Subway store to see if they were still hiring staff. They said they were and they let me start directly so I got some cloths and then this women showed me everything and the I started to take orders and making sandwiches and standing in the checkout. A was working with this guy called Jay he was one year older than me and he was really nice we became friends after like five minutes. At our lunch break we sat down on the back of the shop and talked about everything. Then suddenly my phone ringed.

-          Hey babe what have you been up to I have been calling you like six times.

-          Sorry but I have been working.

-          Working?

-          Yeah I got that job at the subway store.

-          That’s great but you don’t haft to work when you are coming to see me on tour you can sleep in my room and I can get my driver to drive you or you can come along on the tour bus.

-          Yeah I know but it doesn’t feel right if you are going to pay for everything that we do.

-          Okay do what you want, but can I come over to your house later?

-          Yeah I’ll call you when I get home.

-          Okay love you bye.

-          Love you too.

 So how was that Jay asked.

-          My boyfriend.

-          Your boyfriend?

-          Yes.

-          So does he have a name?

-          Yeah Harry.

-          Okay cool, but I think our break is over.

-          Oh already?

-          Yeah.

I worked for another 4 hours the we finally could close the shop. 

-          So I’ll see you tomorrow, Jay asked.

-          Yeah at eight right?

-          Yes eight sharp.

-          Okay all see you then.

-          Bye the way I was wondering if you wanted to do something after work tomorrow?

-          Like what?

-          I and a couple of friends was going to go and play some paintball and I thought maybe you would like to come?

-          Yeah that sounds like fun.

-          So you’re in?

-          Defiantly.

-          Okay well see you tomorrow then.

When I walked home I called Harry to let him know that I was on my way home and that he could come over. I took a quick shower before Harry came. We went up to my room and laid in the bed and stared to kissing each other. Then I docked on my door. Come in I said. It was dad he wondered if Harry wanted to stay for dinner.

-          Yes please, Harry said.

Harry asked me if I wanted to come over to his place tomorrow night and sleepover because his parent wasn’t going to be home.

-          I can’t I’m going to hang out with Jay and his friends.

-          What?

-          Yeah we are going to play paintball.

-          You got very friendly with him fast.

-          Oh come on Harry he is just a friend.

-          Yeah, yeah whatever.

-          Don’t be mad just because I am going to hang out with a friend and some other people.

-          I’m not mad just don’t understand why you would want to hand out with him.

-          I work with him and he is really nice and I don’t know anyone here except from you and your friends. I want to have some friends on my one too.

-          Oh well sorry if me and mi friends isn’t good enough for you anymore.

-          Harry stop that’s not what I mean.

-          Whatever I’m going home.

Harry got really mad just because I was going to hang out with a friend. But I don’t really care because I haven’t done anything wrong. I just hope his not going to make a big deal out of this.

We decided to watch Transformers,Louis had started to like Megan fox lately.

-Who doesn’t? I said unsurprised

-I don’t , I like you instead. Harry said and winked

When we had watched the movie Louis went out to the other boys, and I sat down on the bed besides Harry.

-So where are we gonna go?

-I’d like to stay here and.. you know. He smiled that naughty smile

-Harry, let’s do something else, is there a private beach here somewhere?

-We can ask in the reception downstairs.

I packed down my bikini and a towel in my bag and we went downstairs.

Harry told me to stay and that he should talk to them, and after a while he came back.

-I’ve a surprise for you babe.

-What`?

-Let’s see.

He said and pulled my arm and kissed me.

We arrived at a place with helicopters, I just looked at Harry with a open mouth.

-Are we flying helicopter?

-To our private beach. He said and put his arm around me.

We got on the helicopter and we got this big headphones with mikes so we could talk with each other, and then we started to go up.

-Oh my good! I said and hold Harrys hand

We flied far,far away and landed on the most beautiful spot I’ve ever seen. The water was so blue, the sand and the palms, it just took my breath.

We walked down the beach hand in hands and dropped our things, Harry lifted me up and started to kiss me, then he laid me down in the waters edge with all my clothes on and kept kissing me. It was just so romantic, I kissed him softly and whispered in his ear.

-I’ll make that up to you.

I took off my dress so I just wore panties and a bra, and he laid down in top of me and we started to make out. He put his arms around my body and I gave him a soft,playfull kiss.

I sat up and we were sitting there looking into each others eyes, his green was so beautiful,  I kissed him again and hold my hand in his hair .

When we got back to the hotel we went into our hotel room and changed, then we called the other guys to see what they’ve been up to.

They didn’t answer our calls so we went down to the beach snorkeling, I jumped into the water and looked at the fishes, and suddenly someone hugged me from behind, I suspected it to be Harry so I hugged back , when I looked back to kiss him I just saw a big hairy belly.

The man pulled me away from the water and I screamed, where is Harry? He was right behind me!  I kept screaming but the man just dragged me into a bush and held my arms really hard. I tried to get loose but it was impossible, he was to strong. He took of my bikini pants and I started to panic, am I gonna be raped? I screamed so high I could “help” and “harry” but no one noticed.  The man started to undress himself, he was drowling. I started crying and hit him, but he  wouldn’t stop. Now he only had his boxers on and he smiled a creepy smile against me, I screamed again, I can’t believe this is happening to me, I’m just so scared.

I screamed Harrys name again but nothing happened, the man grinned at me and laid on top of me. Then I heard a bang and then he was lying besides me bleeding from his head. I squinted and I could see that it’s Harry, he was holding a baseball bat in his hand.

He pulled me up and he started to cry.

-I’m so sorry, I’m so so sorry.

-Harry.

-Did he do it to you?

I shocked my head, and looked at Harry. He pulled me in for a long hug and behind us the cops hand coped the man and took him to the car. I just was so shocked, and so scared.

-It’ll be okay baby, I’m sorry. He gave me a light kiss on my  lips

-Now it’s my time to  make that up to you. He said and winked

After several hours on the plain we were finally here in Bahamas. When we got to the airport it was evening there witch was a good thing because we was all a little bit tiered. So we got in the car that was waiting to take us to the hotel. We had booked rooms so we were going to sleep two and two and Paul was getting a room of his own. Niall and Liam was going to shear a room so Zain asked Louis

-          So are we going to shear then?

-          No me and Allison is going to shear a room?

-          Yeap we sure are I said.

-          What? Harry just looking at me

-          Haha we are joking of course I’m going to shear room with you.

-          Not funny Harry said a little upset.

-          Oh come on it was a joke!

When we got in to our rooms I put on my pj’s and went to lie down besides Harry. He gave me a kiss and said he couldn’t wait until tomorrow. Then we both felled in to sleep. The next the when I woke up Harry was still asleep so I decided to go over to Louis and Zain. When I came in the room they said

-          Oh good that you are here we were just about to do a prank on Liam we are going to pot a lot of spoons in his bed, so when  he wakes up he is going to freak.

-          Haha nice I so have to see this I said.

Niall opened the door for us and then we put like 50 spoons in Liam’s bed and then we sat down on the floor waiting for him to wake up. After about two minutes Liam woke up and saw all the spoons around his head and he fell down to the floor and the rest of us was laying on the ground laughing until we cuddent breath. Liam got a little mad at first but then he laughed to. When I finally had stopped laughing I went back to my room. Harry was still asleep so I gave him a kiss and the he woke up.

-          Morning beautiful he said.

-          Morning to you too.

-          So what do you want to do today?

-          Maybe just lay on the beach and then on the afternoon we  can go and swim with the dolphins.

-          Yeah sure, we do whatever you want.

-          Well let’s go den I said and dragged him out of bed.

We all went down for breakfast together. The rest of the lads was going to go jet skiing but Harry and I wanted to have some alone time.

When we had finished breakfast and I had put on my bikini we went down to the beach. It was so hot here in Bahamas. I was lying their and listening to music when I suddenly felt something freezing cold on my stomach. I opened my eyes and saw Harry standing their laughing at my reaction. 

Oh you are going to pay for that I said and started to run after him. When we got I to the water I pushed his head down under the water. We both laughed and he pulled me in to his arms and gave me a kiss and I kissed him back. While we were standing there we saw Liam and the rest of the lads carrying Louis to the hotel. We caught up with them and asked what had happened.

-          I was swimming in the sea and a got stunged by a jelly fish again, Louis said.

I couldn’t help to laugh a little even though I felt kind of sorry for him because this is the second time this has happened to him. But we all went to the hospital with him, and even that he was in pain he still was so funny he got in to this thing that looked like a dress and he went around the hospital and showing everyone his butt with stars and I couldn’t stop laughing at him. But after a few hours we got back to the hotel. We went back tour room.

-          So do you want to do something, I asked.

-          Yes, just stay here with you.

He laid down on the bed and I laid down beside him. We laid there for a long time, and suddenly Louis came in jumping on one leg.

-          What are you doing?

-          I was going to ask if you guys wanted to see a movie?

I looked at Harry and I could tell he wanted to be alone but I felt sorry for Louis how was all alone because everyone else had gone out. So o said that I would love to see a movie. I could hear Harry say something quiet. So I whispered in his ear.

-          I will make this up to you later and I blinked at him with the eye.  He smiled his perfect smile at me. At that moment I hoped nothing would change because now everything was perfect between us I loved him so much.

I stayed at the hospital that night. When I woke up in the middle of the night I realized Harry was still here he sat up sleeping while holding my hand. Maybe he really cared about me as much as he said and that he just have messed up big time over and over again. I mean everybody mess up even I, maybe I should give him one more chance.

Next time when I woke up it was early morning. Harry was still here and he was awake.

-          Have you been here all night?

-          Yes

-          Why?

-          I didn’t won’t you to be alone and I feel so bad for what happened.

-          Okay well thanks but you can go now, the nurse said that I could go home today so I’m going to call my dad and then he is going to come and pick me up.

-          Are you sure you don’t want me to stay?

-          No, but thanks for staying here last night.

-          No problem anything for you.

Before he left he turned around and said ‘’I love you’’.  I didn’t say anything back I just looked at him walking away.  My dad came to pick me up an hour later. The nurse gave me some painkillers and told me to stay in my bed for at least a week. When we got home a laid down in my bed, I didn’t feel good at all it felt like I was going to vomit any second. I took some pain killer and the I felled asleep. When I woke up it was dark and I saw someone sitting next to my bed staring at me. It was Harry.

-          What are you doing here?

-          You dad asked me to come over and watch you, he had to go and do some work at his office.

-          You should have woke me up.¨

-          I didn’t won’t to wake you up you looked so beautiful.

-          Stop it I do not I haven’t had a shower in two days and I have vomit in my hair and I smell disgusting.

-          I brought a movie that we could watch.

-          Which one?

-          Clueless.

-          I thought you said it was a girl movie?

-          Yeah but last time we watch something that I wanted to watch and I thought now it was your turn.

-          Okay. My computer is on my desk we can watch the movie on it.

He put the dvd in the computer and then I brought the computer to the bed and laid down beside me in the bed and the we started to watch the movie. I had a hard time concentrating on the movie all I cloud think of was him lying beside me. I cloud smell him, I had missed his smell some much and when I laid beside me I realized how much I wanted him back and how much I love him and missed him. When we had watch an hour of the movie I felled asleep on his chest.  I woke up the next morning and Harry was still asleep. I decided to go and get an shower. When I was ready and was about to get out from the shower I started to feel really dizzy. I started to vomit and then I fainted for about ten seconds. Harry had heard when I fell to the ground a came running to see if I was okay.

-          Allison are you okay?

-          Yeah I just started to feel dizzy and then I fainted.

-          Come here let me help you.

He took me in his arm and carried me to my bed. Then he helped me to get dressed and then I laid down in the bed.

-          Thank you for being here.

-          No problem I have missed you so much it killing me to know that you are mad at me.

-          I’m not mad anymore just hurt.

-          I am SO SO sorry Allison please forgive me.

-          How can I know that you not will do this to me again?

-          I won’t trust me. I know I have done some really bad things but you are the first person I have really loved and I don’t want to be an as like I used to you have to believe me.

-          I do and I love you so much to but promise that you never will do something like that again.

-          I promise babe.

He gave me a long kiss and the we laid in my bed for hours just talking. When it started to get late Harry said he had to go because the band was going away for a few days. They were going to do some gigs and interviews. But he said that he would be back in a week. So we said goodbye and he gave me one more kiss and told me how much he loved me and the he left.

Later that night I got a text from Harry. He asked if I wanted to come with him and the rest of the band for a holiday when they got back. They were going to go to Bahamas. I said that I would love to come. He wrote back, can’t wait until we are sitting on a beach watching the sun set. I love you I’ll call you when I come back and then I will help you back.

On my way home I sat down on a bench trying to stop crying and figure out what I would do to get something else to think about.  I decided to call Louis and tell him what happened.

-          Hey sweetie how did it go?

-          Horrible I saw Madison kissing him, and then I just ran off.

-          What? I didn’t know Madison was in England.

-          Guess she was too busy making out with Harry so she forgot to tell you.

-          Haha even that I know you’re sad you still have your humor left, and that’s a good thing.

-          Yeah I guess it is. I know we just hung out but would you mind doing something again later today? I could really need a friend to hang out with so I won’t think of you know how.

-          Yeah sure why not I like hanging out with you. I’ll pick you up in an hour outside your house.

-          Okay see you then, bye.

-          Later.

When I got home I looked at my phone, I had 18 missed calls from Harry and a bunch of text messages saying I’m sorry and please forgive me. But I ignored them I didn’t want to think about it, tonight I wanted to have fun. I but on a short dress with a low back and then I put on some make-up.  And the I logged on to twitter and Louis had written: going out for a fun night with my friend Allison. Suddenly  I heard a car pull in on the drive way. I looked through the window and I saw Louis walking against the door so I grabbed my jeans jacket and run down the stairs and opened the door when Louis had ringed on the doorbell.  I opened the door and Louis had a pair of jeans shorts and a T-shirt with lines on them. Classic Louis I thought.

-          Hey, wow nice dress.

-          Thanks you don’t look too bad yourself.

We got in the car and started to drive.

-          So what would you like to do?

-          I don’t know I’m fine with whatever you want.

-          Okay so we can go to Starbucks and the maybe we can go to this new amusement Park I have heard they have this amazing roller coaster.

-          Yeah that’s sounds great it’s been years seens I was on a roller coaster.

When we sat down at Starbucks we came in to a conversation directly. Louis was so easy to talk to and he was really funny to I laughed until I couldn’t breath.

When we had finished our drinks we stared to walk against the amusement Park. We went on a bunch of different rides and had loads of fun I had completely forgot about Harry.  But suddenly I saw someone that I recognized standing in a group eating cotton candy. It was Harry with Liam, Niall and Zain. They waved at us and Louis looked at me.

-          Do you want to go and say hi?

-          Not really but I can wait here while you do it.

I stood there looking at them Harry looked at me and then I heard him say to Louis…

-          So you going after your friends girlfriends now?

-          Don’t be silly I would never do that but are you sure she even is your girlfriend anymore? From what I heard you are ‘’very friendly’’ with Madison.

-          What is Madison here? Zain said confused.

-          No not anymore I told her to go back and that I never won’t to see her again. I tried to tell Allison but she doesn’t return my call.

-          Well I wouldn’t either after what you have done.

-          Nice to know how sides you are on.

-          I’m not at anyone sides, but what you did was really wrong.

-          What? What have you done Harry? Liam asked

-          Nothing.

-          Nothing? Are you kidding me what you did was so you, you have always played around with girls.

-          Look Louis why don’t you mind your on business.

I saw Harry getting were close to Louis like he was going to punch him but the others lads stopped him and they walked away. When Louis came back I asked what had happened but he just said that Harry was an ass but that he didn’t care because he knows that he is really sad because I won’t talk to him.

Louis drove me home and he followed me to the door. I sad that I have had a really good time and that I was sorry for what had happed between Harry and him, but he said that I didn’t have to worry about it. He gave me a hug and I went up to my room. I put on my pj’s and cleaned off the make-up and then went to bed. But before I fell  asleep I looked at my phone I had got a new text messages from Harry. I opened it and it said, I am SO sorry for everything but I need to see you and explain. If you still love me meet me in the park tomorrow at 12 a clock. Xoxo / your Harry. A tear fell down my cheek I still loved him but I was afraid that if I got back together with him I would have my heart broken again should I give him one more chance?

I just hate to fight with him, it’s cause I love him so much. But he said that it was just sex, that it meant nothing. But if he took her number, and hung out with her every day, it’s something completely different. Was he in love with her and me at the same time?

I sighed and took out a high, pink skirt and a white top from my closet. I took a brown belt from my floor and put it over the skirt. I hope Louis can get me in a better mode.

I heard Louis horn outside and I took my bag and ran down the stairs, and then out to Louis car.

-What comes you wanna see me?

-Harry and I.. we’re not so good at the moment.

-Oh, okay. Can I ask you why?

-I’ll tell you on the beach.

He smiled and started to sing Who Let The Dogs out which was paying at the radio.

We pulled over into the beach and Louis picked up his bag from the back seat, I put my stuff down in the sand and changed to my bikini. Louis did the same.

I sat down on my towel beside Louis.

-So what happened?

-Harry slept with Madison. I said and looked down,

-What?! He did? He looked at me with a confused face

-Yeah..

-They did spend a lot of time together but I never thought he’d do that!

-The thing is that I think he may have feelings for her, but he won’t tell me.

-I don’t, She was probably just a one night stand for him.

-That he hung out with all the time?

-Allison, If you sleep with a girl, she expect that you’re a couple, she followed Harry everywhere. What should he do? She may had quitted if he’d have told her to stop and we shouldn’t have had enough girls for the video.

-You think that’s it?

-Trust me, I know Harry. He really loves you, even if he do stupid things sometimes I’m a hundred percent sure that he really loves you. He talks about you all the time, it’s kind of annoying actually. Louis started to laugh

-You think I should forgive him?

Louis nodded and gave me a hug.

-You’re such a great friend. I said and smiled

-I can drop you off at Harrys place if you want to.

I smiled and nodded, I guess I just overreached. And that Madison girl actually was very pretty.

We went back to the car and Louis was singing all the way to Harrys place. He really knew how to cheer me up, I laughed so much that I got cramp in my stomach.

-Thank you so much, Lou. You’re the best!

-Call me later and tell me what happened!

I nodded and stepped out of the car, he waved at me and the car drove away. I turned around and hoped that Harry wouldn’t be mad at me now. I looked up at his window and saw this girl standing with her back against me, was it Gemma?  I squinted at the window and my mouth was wide open, No way! I picked up the magazine from this morning and compared the girl in the window with Madison, it was her!

Harry came against her and said something , she looked down and then she started to kiss him. Harry opened his eyes and he saw me, he pushed her away and disappeared away from the window.

The tears started to fall down my cheeks and I just stood there, so it was true, that he was in love with that Madison too.

The door opened and Harry was running against me, with tears in his eyes.

-Babe, please listen to me!

-I don’t wanna hear you say it!

-She just came over, I didn’t know that she would come! And I told her that ..

-Harry! Stop it! I’m tired of your explanations, I bet you’ve been lying for me all the time.

-I haven’t..

I looked up at Madison who was standing in the window watching us, she was grinning.

-I’m sorry babes, She kissed me.

-You are in love with her too, aren’t you?

He looked at me, just say no, Harry, please say no.

-That’s what I thought, good luck with her! I said quietly and started walking home.

-          What’s wrong babe?

-          What’s wrong? This is what’s wrong, and I showed him the magazine.

-          It’s just a picture of me and Madison. I meet her I LA she is in our music video and we became friends.

-          Friends? It looks like you are more then friends to me, and it says in the magazine that you gave echothers phone number.

-          Yeah but a lot of people have my number.

-          Wait a minute… didn’t you sleep with someone in La? Was it her?

He didn’t say a word he just looked down at his feet and I could tell that she was the one he had slept with.

The tears started to come again and I was just about to walk away when Harry grabbed my arm-

-          You said you forgave me for that remember?

-          Well then I didn’t know that you was going out with her and that it would end up in magazines all over the country. I bet you still have her phone number.

Now we both cried. I ran all the way home, got in my room and laid on the bed for hours crying and my phone was ringing every 10 second’s but I didn’t wanna fight any more. I wanted to do something fun and just forget about everything for a while so I called Louis cause he always made me laugh so we decided to meet at the beach in an hour.

Nothing felt good, I couldn’t come up with a single reason I have to live. As soon I got out people whispered behind my back and I’m the girl Harry Styles dumped, It has already gone 3 weeks and Harry haven’t called me or something like that, and not tweeted anything either. I’ve just been at home, starting to cry over anything that reminded me of Harry, almost everything did, the beach, subway , my house, myself.. I started to wonder about if he really loved me, that Olivia girl was probably right about him. I tried to convince myself that I just can get over him, but I know that I still love him more than everything else, he was the thing making me go up in the mornings with a smile on my face, excited every day.

I just couldn’t stand London anymore, everyone know who I am, not in a good way.

I woke up this Thursday and I noticed the clock was already 01.00 am , I didn’t have something to do anyway. I slowly went down to the kitchen in my bathrobe and sat down at the table with a cup of coffee.  I’ve started drinking coffee lately, it’s making me feel more alert, at least a little.

My dad came in to the kitchen and gave me one of those hopeful faces .

-So how are my little angel today?

-Not that good, I’ll never be again. I looked down in my coffee and then I looked out of the window, like Harry would stand there, with roses in his hands and shout I’m sorry babes. But he didn’t, of course.

-Honey, It’ll be all right, everything will work out.

-No. Dad.. I’ve been thinking of.. something.

-What honey? He opened the milk and poured it in a glass.

-I wanna move back to Sweden, to mums.

He stopped and looked at me.

-Is this because of him?

-I can’t live here without been recognized, they’re talking behind my back, laughing. I’m being reminded all the time, I just can’t do it anymore, I have to get out of here.

-If that’s what you want, I mean it’s just temporary right?

- I don’t know, dad. But I can keep my stuff here, in case.

-Okay, I’ll book a flight, when do you wanna go?

-Like right now?

He looked at me with a disappointed face and then he went up to his office to call my mum and book that flight. I sighed, this was for the best.

I went up to my room and packed down my phone, my one piece, my Apple and my bikini in my green purse and then I went into dad’s office.

-When is there a flight?

-I’ve booked one that’s in an hour, are you ready?

I nodded, He got up from the chair and we walked together out to the car.

When we arrived at the airport dad gave me a hug and did a sad face.

-You sure you wanna do this?

-Yes.

-You can come back whenever you want, okay?

-I know.

I started to walk against the gate.

-I’ll call you! I said and waved at him.

I got on board of the plane and sat down on my seat, I almost directly fell asleep.

-Laides and gentlemen’s , we’ll be landing in a few minutes, thank you for flying with London airlines. Have a good day!

I shocked my head and looked out from the window, Sweden.  I took my bag and got off the plane, and out of the airport. My mum where standing at the parking lot with her big jeep and a smile on her face. She gave me a big hug and put my bag in the tailgate, then I sat down in the front seat.

-I’m so glad you’re back honey!

I just nodded and tried to look excited, she thought I came back to live with her.

We drove in and I saw the house, A big grey house right by the water. I’ve so many memories from here.

After a week school started and everything went back to normal, before I moved to London. I wish I never had, I slowly walked the little gravel road from my house and started to wonder why Harry never called, or at least tried to talk to me. I picked up my phone and tweeted:

“Nice to be back in Sweden, and probably forget about this summer in London, tired of crying.”

Harry’s point of view

The tour was over, but all I could think of was Allison. I just couldn’t call her and tell her I’m sorry, I don’t know what to say, how to explain myself. I just can’t picture my life without her, it truly is terrible. She’ll never forgive me now anyway, I’ve done something beyond stupid. I was just so alone and I didn’t thought of what I was doing when we were in L.A recording the music video. That Madison was just really easy to get and I just went for it, why did I do that?

I checked twitter and saw that Allison had tweeted. I looked at the screen, she had moved back to Sweden? A tear fell down my cheek, and I just wanted to rewind time.

I took a walk and stopped outside allisons house, then I knocked on the door.

John opened the door, he looked very angry.

-She’s in Sweden. Thanks to you.

I looked down at my feets. Cause of me?

-You know she cryied unstoppable for 3 weeks? Why did you do that to her?

I looked at him, but I just couldn’t explain. I wasn’t worth her, I shouldn’t have broke up.I still love her, I do.

Allisons Point Of View

I sat down on a bench outside school, Emma was running towards me. She hugged me for long and then she smiled.

-I’ve missed you so much, sweetie!

-I’ve missed you too.

-Are you and Harry? She looked at me

-Over.

She gave me a hug and skipped asking why, that’s why she’s the best friend you can have. I’ve really missed her!

We went inside and into the first lesson that was maths, I sighed and tried to listen about what our teacher said.  I looked down in my book and suddenly someone knocked at the door, I just kept counting .

-Excuse me? Who are you?

-Allison!

I looked up from my desk and saw someone with curly hair, wasn’t that .. yes, it was Harry.

He smiled at me and I got up from my seat and followed Harry outside.

-I’m so sorry.

-What are you doing here?

-I love you this much, okay? He pointed at himself

-Harry, I love you too.

He gave me a long hug and I breath in his smell.

-I have to tell you something, I wanna be honest with you.

-okay?

-While we was in L.A , I met this girl and .. we had sex. It meant nothing, I didn’t know what I was doing.

I didn’t know what to say.

-I’m so sorry. Can’t we rewind?

- You did what?

He looked at me and a tear fell down his cheek.

-A kiss, okay! But sex ?!

-I know that, I’m sorry babes.

-I promise it’ll never, ever happen again.

-Okay, I’ll forgive you. But just because I love you so much.

He leaned in and gave me a light kiss.

-You’re moving back to London?

-If I can be your girlfriend forever.

-Well, pack your things.

I gave him a long kiss and soon we sat on the plane back to London together.

He finished the song with a added I love you and then he leaned in to kiss me. I slowly kissed him back and he looked into my eyes.

-You know how beautiful your eyes are? They’re like crystals.

-They’re not.

I started to blush, I wasn’t used to this much compliments.

-Stop saying that, I love them.

I smiled at him and he picked up his laptop from his floor, he opened it and pressed the start button

-You wanna see a movie babe? You know any good ones?

-I don’t know,I like Clueless.

-All girls of course loves girl movies.

-And all boys of course love action and science-fiction movies that counts as boy movies.

-You like American Pie? Harry smiled and showed me the movie case

I started to laugh, wasn’t that one of those movies that only is about sex, sex and sex? That’s kind of embarrassing watching with your boyfriend.

-If you want to watch it I won’t stop you..

-Let’s watch it then!

He opened the case and put the DVD in the laptop, and then he laid down in the bed with a arm around me, he smiled that naughty smile again.

The movie started and of course it started with a sex scene, Harry looked at me and smiled. I felt kind of uncomfortable and continued to watch, I hoped he didn’t notice that I was blushing.

The guy in the movie who was having sex with his girlfriend in his dorm room at college, and then his dad came in, and started to talk about how normal it was, and not embarrassing at all.

I just looked at Harry who seemed to think it was really funny, I just shocked my head. After a hour of the same things my phone called, it was my dad.

-Hello?

-Hi, it’s dad. I just wanted to tell you that I’m not gonna be home tomorrow, so it would be good if you slept over at Harrys, I’ve talked to Anne already.

-Oh, I did’nt quite expect you to say that. But thanks!

-Harry seems like a nice guy, and his mum is really nice too.

-Okay, we’re watching a movie so I’ll talk to you later okay? Bye.

-Bye sweetheart.

I hunged up and Harry looked at me, waiting for me to tell him what my dad said.

-I’m gonna sleep here tonight!

-Oh, sleepover, exciting! He said with a girly voice and kissed me.

-Can I borrow a t-shirt to sleep in?

-You can sleep without clothes, I do. He winked at me

-you wish, just borrow me one!

He gave me a blue Jack Wills t-shirt and I quickly put it on, I noticed him starring at me.

-Harry, stop it!

-Can’t help it, you’re just so beautiful!

I gave him a light kiss on his lips and went out to the bathroom to brush my teeth’s and remove the makeup. When I got back into Harrys room he was standing in the middle of the floor, all naked.

I covered my eyes and started to scream

-Harry! Put on some clothes, now!

-It’s hot in here.. he said with a sad voice and I turned around

-You can look now.

He was wearing a pair of boxers, thank god! We laid down under the quilt and I gave him a kiss before I fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up of that Harry was dressing himself, he had a bag in his hands and sunglasses on.

-Where are you going babe?

-It’s a meeting with the management, important, obviously.

-Right, when are you coming back?

-I thought you could stay here maybe? You can log in to Twitter on my laptop or whatever you want. I’ll be back in an hour.

-Okay, babe. See you later, I love you.

-I love you more.

Harry leaned in and gave me a long, passionate kiss and left. I sat up in the bed and turned on his laptop and signed in to twitter.

‘ Asking time! Someone wanna ask me something, I’ll reply your questions! Xx #askallison’

I looked at my mentions and answered so much questions I could, almost all of them was about Harry or anyone else of the guys. Suddenly I heard harrys voice downstairs and I noticed that It already had gone a hour. I tweeted something like:

‘ Harry is here, sorry guys #askallison is over, hope you liked the answers! Xx’

I turned off the laptop and jumped up at Harry as soon he came into his room, I gave him a kiss on his lips and smiled. His smile faded away and he sat down on his bed, and he asked me to come sit next to him.

-How was the meeting?

-Terrible, I just found out something terrible.

-What?

-We’re gonna have a tour in a week, around Europe and in the UK.

-Is that terrible?

-They told us that .. they told us that we can’t..

A tear fell down Harrys cheek,he looked at me with a helpless look and took my hand.

-What Harry? What did they tell you?

-That we can’t have girlfriends.

I looked at Harry, what did that supposed to mean?

-Louis have broke up with Hannah, Zayn with Rebecca and Liam with Danielle. It’s only me left, that’s what they told me, that having a girlfriend isn’t good for the band.

-Are you breaking up me? I looked at him and the tears started to fall down my cheeks, he can’t be serious!

-No, I just think it’s best if we’re taking a break, I wouldn’t be able to see you in months cause you can’t come with us on the tour. I love you, but  this is for the best!

-Why are you doing this to me? My whole body was shaking

Harry was crying too, he just looked at me, but he didn’t say anything. Like he was waiting for me to go away, disappear from his life.

-I thought you loved me!

-I do.

-Wrong. If you’d love me you wouldn’t do this to me! I looked at him but he didn’t seem to care about what I said, just like he wanted me to go away.

I turned around and downstairs and ran into Anne.

-Sweetheart, what have happened? She stroked my hair.

-Why don’t you ask your asshole to son that question? I kept on crying and got out of their house, I slowed down and fell down on the grass crying. I lied there for hours and after a while I started walking home. As soon I got inside the door I huddled up in my dad’s chair with a blanket over me and just kept on crying. How could he do this to me?

The door opened and my dad came in, he squinted at me and then he dropped all of the grocery bags on the floor and came against me.

-Honey, what have happened?

-You had right about Harry. I gave a sob

He gave me a hug and went out in the kitchen to make me a cup of warm chocolate, and then he came back with the cup and season 2 of One Three Hill.

-Thanks dad.

He got up to his office to do some work and I put in the first disc in the dvd player and took a sip of the chocolate, you can at least pretend everything is okay.

Hela 77 besökare och 179 sidvisningar idag och igår! Gud vad glad jag blir, tack så jätemycket för de fina kommentarerna också! Och jag fick en kommentar om att min engelska innehåller många grammatikfel, så jag tänkte svara på den:
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Harry took my hand and we walked together back to the limo, I picked up my phone and called my dad.

-Hello?

-Hi dad, I just wanted to say that we’ll have the dinner at eight, in two hours, okay? Promise me you’ll show up. I text you the address right away.

-Yes, honey. But should I wear something special, if they’re rich ?

-Dad! They’re normal people, wear whatever you want. Okay? Bye.

Harry looked at me and gave me a slow,playfull kiss.

-Family troubles?

-No, it’s just.. my dad is a little overprotective, when it comes to boys.

-He don’t like me?

-He have’nt met you, I think he’s gonna love you.

He nodded, and we pulled in outside Harrys house. He paid the driver and we got out of the limo, Anne saw us through the window and she waved at us.

-I got another surprise for you after the dinner. He winked at me

- Aw, Harry that’s so sweet of you.

He took my hand and opened the door for me, I smiled at him and kissed him lightly.

-Harry? Can you and Allison help me with the salad?

-Sure, mum.

I followed Harry into the kitchen and got a big hug from Anne, she opened the fridge and gave us a salad, some tomatoes, onions,carrots and feta cheese. She gave is an chopping board each and a knife. Harry smiled at me and took my knife away from me and laid it on the kitchen counter .

-Easy with that ,babe. I don’t want you to cut yourself.

He was just so perfect, I put my arms around him and gave him a kiss. I took a tomato from the plastic bag and started t cut it in pieces, then I looked at Harry. He had  sliced it in six big pieces, I started to laugh and showed him how to do it.

-Oh no, do not think you’re the pro here!  I can do that much better, I wasn’t even finished!

-Right..

Harry continued to cut it and after a while it was just a big pile of tomato mash. Anne looked at it and sighed, Then she took his chopping board and threw the tomatoes in the trashes. Then she looked at mine.

-Nice to have someone here who actually can cook.

-I know, people tell me that all the time!

Harry said proudly, Anne and I just laughed at him.

We made the table and then the door bell ringed, Anne opened the door and I could hear my dad’s voice.  I went out in the hall and gave my dad a hug and then I went into the dining room and sat down next to Harry.

My dad walked against Harry and shaked his hand.

-John

-Harry, nice to meet you.

When everybody sat down around the table my dad and Anne started to talk with each other, they actually seemed to get along pretty well. I just looked at Harry and gave him a smile.

-So, Harry, how old are you?

-I’m seventeen , one year older than Allison.

He was so charming, he was the guy parents should love, but I don’t know what’s wrong with mine.

-Oh, you’re going to school?

-No, not anymore.

Dad looked down in his plate and mumbled something, then he took a bite of the meat.

-So, for how long have you’ve been dating? Anne said

- I think it’s about two weeks? Isn’t it? Harry said and looked at me

-Yeah, something like that.

After the dinner dad seemed kind of happy, and he wasn’t that hard against Harry, he seemed to like him. He stayed a while after and talked to Anne, and he left when it was about 12.00.

Harry and I got up to his room, and I had forgot that he had another surprise for me. I sat down on his bed and he opened his closet and picked up a guitar. Then he sat down next to me.

-I’ve never sung for a girl before, but you’re special. I’ll do anything for you.

Another one of his perfect lines, they were like love quotes.  I leaned in and gave him a long kiss, he smiled that cricked smile at me and started to sing Isn’t she lovely for me.